Many people are down and out right now. Many people are working hard and barely getting by. I know that feeling. I know that life. I hate it, but I know it well. Am I beaten down? Close. I mean, let's be honest. A person can only take so many rejections and excuses... but remember, I'm no quitter.
It's hard sometimes... to know people who have had the same education as me have jobs and are moving on with their lives... and then there's me. No job. I know in my heart that God has something planned for me. I know that... really... I do. I think. It's just hard to remember that when I'm standing here in debt up to my eye balls with my last paycheck (from a temporary teaching position for which I am very grateful) coming soon... It's hard to keep the faith sometimes.
I heard this song tonight by Taylor Swift called Change. It's an awesome song. I love songs about two people beating the odds and making it and getting to the top. I love them because it reminds me that I have an amazing man on my side and together we can and will conquer the world! Anyhow, some of the lyrics are: